Are you the fat or thin one out of your friends?: fat.

Ever hurt yourself on purpose?: yeah

Ever been to a psychologist?: yes.

Lost weight?: Yes

Gained weight?: Yes 

Do you drink?: i have

Do you smoke?: no

Do you take drugs?: once

Does your weight affect your mood?: every second of every day

Do you weight yourself daily?: i don’t have the strength to

Have you ever gone through a whole day without food (fast)?: Yes

Have you ever skipped a meal?: Yes

Have you ever spit food out?: yes

HABITS:
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[] I collect thinspo
[x] I count calories
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food 
[x] I love food 
[x] I purge if I think I ate too much

I AM:
[] anorexic 
[x] ednos
[] bulimic
[] living off diet pills
[] hungry
[] thirsty
[] drinking something
[] Under 100lbs
[x] fasting/starving myself

PEOPLE:
[x] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic/have an ED
[x] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[] spread rumors about me
[x] forced me to eat

I WISH:
[x] I was thin
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[] I could control myself
[x] I was under 100lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[x] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I LOVE:
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic/ednos
[x] green tea
[] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

APPEARANCE:
[] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes
[] I have self made scars
[] I have a tattoo
[x] I wear glasses 
[] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[] I have more than 2 piercings
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears 
[x] I have freckles
[b] Cup size is (A) (B) (C) (D)
[] I am petite

31202) I am sick of feeling like the “fat friend”.

(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)